Am I Really Alone?

Not really...in fact, I'm surrounded people. I have amazing friends, family and a boyfriend that I couldn't possibly love more. God, I love him so much. I care about him more than anything. I always want the best for him, but I don't know... I feel like sometimes I mess up. On what? I'm not sure. I just feel that way...

Recently, I've been feeling really isolated. I don't know why. I feel like I am alone in my own thoughts and opinions, and there is no one there with me. I know that they ARE my own thoughts, but I can't really help it...I feel like no one loves me, no one wants to be there for me...I feel like everyone is gone. I have isolated myself from society (realistically, I have not. But for some reason I can not help those feelings). I feel like no one understands me. No one comes to terms with me. I just can not figure it out. Why am I so alone? Why does it feel like no one loves me? Why can't I socialize better? I just want P...P makes everything feel better.

I wish that airplanes in the night sky were like shooting stars, because I could reallyy use a wish right now...